WOW
– it’s been a few weeks and I feel almost guilty at not having poured my heart
and soul into some words…But I have nothing to be sorry for – I’ve been living
life – Leading an active life, loving every second.
There’s
been lots of tears, laughter, smiles, travel, sun, sand, beaches, amazing
people, cocktails, sunsets, beautiful words, inspirational moments,
motivational speakers that have opened up my thinking to a new way and finally
some new reading – Some new self development. The most important person and the
biggest asset you will ever have is YOU, so I’ve spent some time and money
increasing my ability to live life to the fullest – open my mind to think a
different way and realise the positive in EVERY situation.
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| On Location with my beautiful friends in Bali at the W Hotel - This was a night to remember, so much emotion |
I’ve
started a new journey recently and it was a slow realisation that I was
unhappy, and a slow overcoming of fear to write a little and take up a new
opportunity. I’ve now FINALLY realise the happiness is there – Life is amazing.
I am grateful I’m alive. I use to think life was ok, I felt as if something was
missing, something big – that this was it (my recent 9-5 mundane) and pure
satisfaction was almost lost, not many moments were filled with satisfaction.
The ‘something’ was lost – and I didn’t know how to find it…
NOW
I’ve found it. From here the journey will be endless, I will always be on some
path to somewhere, but I’ve finally started and realised the little spark
inside me has ignited into a fucking huge flame that spurs me on with energy to
conquer everything I ever dreamed of. Because I need to stop dreaming about
them and making them HAPPEN!! There is no reason why we can’t have everything
we desire and dream…. Giving that up for anything less is insanity,
unfortunately the majority are insane – Heaven is on Earth, I’m not waiting
until I die to feel peace.
By
simply realising this and so much more I’ve already succeeded, thank you to the
beautiful soul who said this to me and made me realise that I’m free, free of
the something holding me back and from here on in everything is easy. Happiness
is easy – there’s no more focusing on the negative, only positive will come to
you when your thoughts emulate this.
This
journey I’m about to embark will include a lot of self-discovery and
motivation, spiritual awakening and enthusiasm. The financial freedom I dream
of to help my loved ones and enable me to travel where ever whenever is coming
– because I’m going to make it happen. Am I qualified? Yes – in life, so listen
and you chose. Chose to take what you want as always, with an energetic NO to the
mediocre.
That’s me for today – I’m simply telling you and
the universe that I am happy
- I am energetic
- I am so fucking motivated
- I almost fell over, so I had to focus soo
so hard on what’s going right in my life right now to stop stumbling and run
- I am missing you right now, but I know fate
and the universe will re-unite anyone who is meant to be
I am living in the uncomfortable zone, WHY?
Because that is where all the MAGIC HAPPENS. Never again will I stop doing
something that’s great because I don’t feel “comfortable”. Never again will I go back to living ordinary - I am going to live fucking extraordinary.
Love Dee
xoxox