Thursday, 23 April 2015

What I think about my lazy ass.

I'm not even going to bother editing the below or reading it, and there doesn't seem to be an introduction so get stuck in ladies and gents, and don't mind the spelling errors. 

We have so much information, we have SO much books, reading material galore, online, offline, free, expensive, coaches, personal development, positive think this, uplift that, this method, that method, this way, that way, on and on and on so much so that the humble human being looking to change their life and educate their mind, stretch their awareness and personally develop could actually stumble and fall right at the start before they’ve even started.

First born sickness – never able to make a decision, so just don’t do anything at all? Sound familiar? Yup that’s me most of the time, and I am queen of last minute feel the pressure pull a miracle from my ass.


We’re spoilt, we’re fucking spoilt to beyond the realms any humble beginnings. There’s no longer just one method or course, and please before you start debating with me or judging (I know you are you human) KNOW that I am IN LOVE with this information age and the abundance of courses, books, material free to anyone willing to make the first step. IN LOVE. Because there is something that will help Everyone. And the only way will always be authentic connection to what you want, find it, grab it and go with it.

Yet I see so many people NOT. It’s like there’s SO much personal development and books and conversations ABOUT the books that nothing is actually changing in their lives. Ever feel like your stuck on a hamster wheel, working away, chipping down on that ego and negative self talk, continuing to ‘release fear’ and ‘overcome obstacles’ and ‘pour self love’…. YET nothings shifting?

Well I’ve had a thought, and I followed it – smelt the little sucker and sniffed on it’s trail like a beagle.
Listening to the mentors of all mentors and Master Trainer, transformational leader of the world David TS.  Wood, he asks a question of the expert he had on his podcast; how people could get in touch or reach out to the Dr’s method of breaking through to clear baggage and resentment. People who perhaps couldn’t reach a computer or were only in contact with a public library and had phones only or perhaps didn’t have the internet all the time and couldn’t afford one of his seminars, how could They reach out to start implementing his method and breaking through what was stopping them being happy / successful etc…
So it hit me that holy shit balls, are we lazy, we are so freaking lazy and spoilt for choice that we’re in a vicious circle of unproductivity and what should have been easier in this new information world is now in fact harder, thanks to the sheer abundance of the information itself!

I’m sure what I have just said above IS NOT NEW, and if your educated and cynical then you’ll probably stop reading now because you feel like you’ve got the punch line. I don’t know – just a thought.
BUT seriously – we are. Lazy that is.
Think about this, in Napoleon Hill’s time (google him if you don’t know who I’m talking about) there was no being spoilt for choice of information and courses and books. Because of this limited choice the ‘book’ that would be available was 1. Read 2. Read again 3. Put into ACTION

Whereas what I feel myself doing and maybe I am right in observing others do, is that I read something, I love the shit out of it, then I don’t do the very thing I was told by Eckhart Tolle himself to do and read it again, highlight it, read it again and highlight and put everything I’m reading into Immediate action – as well as review along the way and course correcting and then looking at the triple threat highlight knowing that when I want to refer back to the book I will have easy reference points. I will have ingrained that learning and possibly create a new possibility or habit or ritual that serves me and stopped the one that Doesn’t.

Same goes for courses we attend – OHHH so many breakthroughs, so much crying, so much weight lifted off our shoulders. And then people walk out face the first 20 obstacles and say well fuck this – way too hard, facebook is going off tonight it’s Monday and there’s a new YouTube clip out on this or that.

It’s no secret, information has made us lazy and all of a sudden every second person had ADD or ADHD when they probably, actually, reallllly don’t.


So do we read another book or listen to another podcast on how to have discipline to stick to one book or podcast’s teachings and follow them through until we’ve changed and succeeded in distinguishing if that teacher or method is good for us?

Or do we just stick to one fucking thing at a time?

We all know that skills take refining, success is the small things that are probably mundane done over and over and over again UNTIL.

So start with the way you are educating your brain – be consistent with one thing and perhaps the rest will follow? Fuck I don’t know I’m no expert, but I am going to give this a go.






  +  Firstly – I’m going to stop being a non-finisher and put down all the books I’m reading and JUST READ ONE – and actually within the week or month, and actually implement and highlight.

  + Secondly – YouTube Clips they’re going to be kept to meditation and short shit for motivation when I need it.

  + Thirdly – I’m going to TALK to people more about what I’m learning because according to the VARK learning test I am miles ahead on the count of being an Auditory learning, so talking about it and putting in action and teaching others will cement that shit in that ol sub-conscious like a boss.

Nothing new, just my words, glad to have spilled my guts again and I hope you stick around for the next spill because I’ve realised I am not invigorated unless I’m writing and talking about what I’m learning.

SO look out for the new blog and website. I’m super duper excited to pour my heart and soul into for your pleasure and giggle.


Love you all immensely.