Freshly Cut Grass

You know what I like?

I like the smell of freshly cut grass in your backyard on a summers afternoon when its really, really hot and then the sprinkler goes on as the sun is setting and Mum and Dad sit down and the family’s there and you all surrounded by laughter and love and the best freaking smell in the world… Man I wish I could bottle that, the moment, the essence, the laughs, the care-free afternoons of whatever makes YOU happy… When we were kids… and things weren’t so complicated. Complicated by all the grown ups stuff of now.

Where did society go wrong? When did things become so freaking complicated? When did those nasty people in the world with frowns on their faces become the norm, when did our Grandfather’s manners die?

Sometimes it takes having some prick of society to really smack you in the face to wake you up and see that something’s diminishing…. Manners. Smiles. Love. Camaraderie. Hope. Safety. Service. Authenticity. Passion. Compassion. Loyalty. Dedication. Commitment. Respect. Willpower. Professionalism. Energy. Happiness. LIFE

That’s what I like.

No. LOVE

Highs and Lows

You know those moments when you either hit ROCK bottom, or you reach the PEAK… and sometimes they happen inside the same precipice. The same timeframe, and you know that there is something amazing out there in the world and then also some really, really dark forces at work trying to take it all away from you. It’s times like those when you see what could be and also realise what isn’t that you have to dig into somewhere you didn’t even know you had to self motivate and climb back to your own peak of the mountain. I’ve recently had so so many of those moments, it’s taken a few, but I’m climbing that mountain of self-certainty slowly but surely, and with authenticity.

WHY do you only have to look within yourself to find what drives? Because you will never truly live a life of abundance or happiness if your living out someone else’s dream – you will never really be fulfilled.

What DRIVES you? What do you want to be. WHO do you want to be?

REALLY.  Is society and other peoples opinions putting you down so you can’t get back up?

Because they don’t matter – they don’t matter in your life or the grand scheme of things and stuff. NOT AT ALL.

Your subconscious may be programmed to fuck things up for you regularly by guiding you down the path most travelled. But guess what. There’s a better path.

And that’s always sitting there waiting for you.

Stop doing what you’ve always done, start acting on what you’ve always wanted.

 Love from Dee  

xx

Thank You 2013 How Will I Ever Repay You?

OK – so just a quick note….

Thank you 2013, I’m going to own the shit outa you – cus you’ve been so beautiful and have given me so much!

What do you owe this last year? Own it – own how beautiful it was, own the ups and even more importantly own the downs that were put there for a reason to teach you a lesson and make the good things in life, especially the small things stand out EVEN MORE!

I’m owning the massive transformation I’ve had in 2013, the low points, the love I’ve felt and tears I’ve shed, becoming so much stronger than I thought I’d ever be to slowly not give a fuck about what the haters think. TO Not give a fuck about the negative comments – just love the positive ones, take it all on board and don’t dwell, don’t take anyone else’s crap onto my own shoulders.

Yes it is that time for all that “NEW YEAR NEW YOU “ crap, I don’t think It’s crap, I’ve seen some nasty posts degrading the change in numbers but. Every day is a new opportunity – every morning, every minute you have the chance to change. I am grateful that this momentous turn in the calendar initiates mass enthusiasm to do something new, challenge one self, eat better, exercise more, laugh more, cry more, stop fucking around and stop procrastinating, giving MORE LOVE….Even if for some it only lasts a little while of a blink on the clock. It sticks with some, 28 days to make and break a habit…LETs hope that some people stick with some thing long enough to make a great new habit….

SO goodbye and goodnight for now, and get ready for a fucking HUGE 2014, I'm going to explode into a new life…Are you? Are you ready? 

Today you party, today you play with loved ones.

Tomorrow you wake up and breath a new day.

Tomorrow is yours for the taking.

Fucking own it and become something you’ve always wanted.

Turn Your Thoughts Around

I completely believe my thoughts will attract the right path…Whatever I’m thinking will happen.

I have started and there will be no turning back.

I am repeating this over in my head lately and reminding myself EVERY morning/day how lucky I am and what I’m living and breathing this next adventure for – WHY I’m going to work so hard to get my family everything they could possibly dream, time and laughs.

Give yourself the same brief and allow your mind to wander into the positive realm – seriously just let all that bad crap go. There’s no room for it in life – there’s plenty of people out there doing just fine, doing a stellar job of creating a huge black knot of negativity…It will sometimes feeling exhausting, sometimes you’ll wander what am I doing? Why am I doing this?

AND then remember why – exactly truly why. That your family need, your loved ones, your community, your partner, you need YOU. To be happy and healthy and whatever it is you freaking want to be….

I’m saying to myself when I’m struggling that there’s no other option – this one time around in this life is all the chance we get, our spirit will go on into another form in another named body…Heaven is now, so make it fucking rain.

The Start Of A New Journey

WOW – it’s been a few weeks and I feel almost guilty at not having poured my heart and soul into some words…But I have nothing to be sorry for – I’ve been living life – Leading an active life, loving every second.

There’s been lots of tears, laughter, smiles, travel, sun, sand, beaches, amazing people, cocktails, sunsets, beautiful words, inspirational moments, motivational speakers that have opened up my thinking to a new way and finally some new reading – Some new self development. The most important person and the biggest asset you will ever have is YOU, so I’ve spent some time and money increasing my ability to live life to the fullest – open my mind to think a different way and realise the positive in EVERY situation.

On Location with my beautiful friends in Bali at the W Hotel - This was a night to remember, so much emotion

I’ve started a new journey recently and it was a slow realisation that I was unhappy, and a slow overcoming of fear to write a little and take up a new opportunity. I’ve now FINALLY realise the happiness is there – Life is amazing. I am grateful I’m alive. I use to think life was ok, I felt as if something was missing, something big – that this was it (my recent 9-5 mundane) and pure satisfaction was almost lost, not many moments were filled with satisfaction. The ‘something’ was lost – and I didn’t know how to find it…

NOW I’ve found it. From here the journey will be endless, I will always be on some path to somewhere, but I’ve finally started and realised the little spark inside me has ignited into a fucking huge flame that spurs me on with energy to conquer everything I ever dreamed of. Because I need to stop dreaming about them and making them HAPPEN!! There is no reason why we can’t have everything we desire and dream…. Giving that up for anything less is insanity, unfortunately the majority are insane – Heaven is on Earth, I’m not waiting until I die to feel peace.

By simply realising this and so much more I’ve already succeeded, thank you to the beautiful soul who said this to me and made me realise that I’m free, free of the something holding me back and from here on in everything is easy. Happiness is easy – there’s no more focusing on the negative, only positive will come to you when your thoughts emulate this.

This journey I’m about to embark will include a lot of self-discovery and motivation, spiritual awakening and enthusiasm. The financial freedom I dream of to help my loved ones and enable me to travel where ever whenever is coming – because I’m going to make it happen. Am I qualified? Yes – in life, so listen and you chose. Chose to take what you want as always, with an energetic NO to the mediocre.

That’s me for today – I’m simply telling you and the universe that I am happy

•  I  am energetic
•  I  am so fucking motivated
•  I  almost fell over, so I had to focus soo so hard on what’s going right in my life right now to stop stumbling and run
•   I  am missing you right now, but I know fate and the universe will re-unite anyone who is meant to be

I am living in the uncomfortable zone, WHY? Because that is where all the MAGIC HAPPENS. Never again will I stop doing something that’s great because I don’t feel “comfortable”. Never again will I go back to living ordinary - I am going to live fucking extraordinary.

 Love Dee 

xoxox