It's OK to be Selfish

I was about to have a shower and pass out after a 14 hour day….on repeat now all week – nothing new, and the pit of emotion in my stomach gave me a little energy to say ‘fuck it, I’m going to write – I’m going to quickly put a post up’…. It takes no energy at all when you enjoy it so much you don’t realise your doing it. Whatever “It” is doesn’t matter.

I am having many inner battles and emotional struggles right now – I’m sure at some points so does everyone, work, personal, emotional, spiritual. So I’ll pick one from the air and crap on about it for a few minutes to relieve some of the stress of the day, release in words, probably more health than the cigarette I just lit up. 

But I don’t give a fuck tonight – I just don’t give a fuck.

You won’t see me for much longer living at your beck and call, falling for over myself on your every whim, or going out of my way to make it ‘alright’.

I’m doing it for me, I’m standing up for myself and I’m singing a song of strength (yuck too many s’s in that right there). And right now that means staying up 30 minutes later to do something for me. God forbid, I be selfish – everyone is, you have to be to survive. Everyone loves themselves, if they didn’t they would die LITERALLY. To love your self is simply not to be a cockhead or a ‘look at me look at me’ its to feed your body food and water it nutrition and let it breathe clean air.

Take the above guys and gals however you want – apply it to any situation you feel. Because whether in love, family, work or friendship there always needs to be a bit of SelfIshNess, without the relationship/s wouldn’t be healthy.

Go to sleep tonight wanting more for yourself and wake up having already given more than you realise, without any effort.

Night Night…

She is one hell of a lady

Love Dee xx

The Time is NOW

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Almost a year ago to the day I sat in my lounge room on a Monday night just before going on an amazing whirlwind European holiday with my beautiful soul sister and her now fiancé to write the below "blog post". At the time I wanted to escape from my professional job to write, I wanted to blog, I wanted to continue my love of fashion, styling and business and end up somewhere fabulous in life that brought me all the things I could ever want. It's a whole year later and I've finally worked up the courage to put this out there - in the big wide world publicly for everyone to read. AND boy have I come a long way from the words below.

So now I welcome you to my space, which is just a little sharing of my life, loves, thoughts, dreams, aspirations and all the eclectic shit that runs through my head.

ALL dreams are powerful and mine mostly completely eclectic - they will generally fall into something amazing but, with an ending that will teach and become wisdom. I hope you can enjoy and take away something small from me and this space even if it's just a thought, just a thought that turns into a dream. A powerful dream.

Diary Entry 1st June 2012 

"All those times when you feel you know what you should write about and then when it comes down to having a blank page in front of your eyes its like the Atlantic ocean before you….Your in a dinghy and have a broken paddle, not even sure how to swim. Chances are you'll probably drown. Drown in a ocean of shit and ramblings that no one will read let alone give credit to…

This is my first Blog post and mummah am I scared I might form sentences that have been forming in my mind on the train to work or sitting on the toilet AGB style (yes aftergrogbog). These sentences are now lost. Lost in this hopeless memory that can't retain the times table (thank you recreational drug use). But alas!! All those at the time brilliant ideas for articles and stories to tell the grandkids are replaced with something, somewhat ummmm lets say Just ok…. Tonight its Monday, terrible-terrible Monday. Coming down from the weekend of festivities and battling through a 12 hour work day I apologise for the downer mood:)

Are smiley faces allowed? Or should we keep them to the world of FB chat, MSN, texts, Tweets….I'm not even sure if its entirely appropriate as I've just told  you all how much of s shit mood I'm in and here I am smiley facing at you.

HA"

Don't be afraid of being afraid - the only critic in life is you. The quote above is all too true - It's OK to be scared xx

Love Dee xx