It's OK to be Selfish

I was about to have a shower and pass out after a 14 hour day….on repeat now all week – nothing new, and the pit of emotion in my stomach gave me a little energy to say ‘fuck it, I’m going to write – I’m going to quickly put a post up’…. It takes no energy at all when you enjoy it so much you don’t realise your doing it. Whatever “It” is doesn’t matter.

I am having many inner battles and emotional struggles right now – I’m sure at some points so does everyone, work, personal, emotional, spiritual. So I’ll pick one from the air and crap on about it for a few minutes to relieve some of the stress of the day, release in words, probably more health than the cigarette I just lit up. 

But I don’t give a fuck tonight – I just don’t give a fuck.

You won’t see me for much longer living at your beck and call, falling for over myself on your every whim, or going out of my way to make it ‘alright’.

I’m doing it for me, I’m standing up for myself and I’m singing a song of strength (yuck too many s’s in that right there). And right now that means staying up 30 minutes later to do something for me. God forbid, I be selfish – everyone is, you have to be to survive. Everyone loves themselves, if they didn’t they would die LITERALLY. To love your self is simply not to be a cockhead or a ‘look at me look at me’ its to feed your body food and water it nutrition and let it breathe clean air.

Take the above guys and gals however you want – apply it to any situation you feel. Because whether in love, family, work or friendship there always needs to be a bit of SelfIshNess, without the relationship/s wouldn’t be healthy.

Go to sleep tonight wanting more for yourself and wake up having already given more than you realise, without any effort.

Night Night…

She is one hell of a lady

Love Dee xx